Facts.

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

So, should the girls go on a stupid make over and be fake or should the guys really have to see the beauty in her,not the outside but the inside? You decide.

There's no more butterflies in the stomach

But

Sick in the stomach instead.

Here we go again =/

Update

Well, I've been very busy with life lately that is why i don't have the time to update my blog, I am really sorry about that. I actually don't really know how to start, well, ill just start off with work. Work is okay okay. Just that some shit happen which i do not want to mention about it as im "SCARED" the next person who wants me to get fucked, will print this up. So, ill just say that work is okay but really tiring as i am working 12 hours shift. Sometimes, I really don't have time for myself, by the time i got home its already 9plus, after im done with washing up and dinner ill surely fall asleep after that. Believe it or not, since i start working i could barely watch the television. I don't really know what was happening or what's on tv. So don't bother asking me if i watch this show or whatsoever okay! XD

As for family i can't really say much as my parents are going thru a very hard times and i don't really wish to say it in details as i haven't really talk to my dad since last year i guess. I wish all this could end soon. I admit i miss talking and joking around with dad.

Boyfriend, he means the world to me. He's everything. I can't really write a list about him as i don't think i have enough papers to write on. He's the best, he's my only family. He never fail to put a smile on my face with his silly story or question and his cute blur face when i ask him question or tell him something. Ok this make me misses him. Tsk. Well im gonna miss him soon as he's going to Taiwan next month, end of the month that is on 30th April to be exact. God damnit im working lucky he have to be there at 11pm! Cuz i end work at 8pm. I swear I'm gonna cry on that day. Im gonna miss our your-voice-before-i-sleep conversation every night, his smells, his armpits, his hugs and kisses, our DWUW(ok only the both of us know whats that), his stare when im not looking at him, his bite, his 'morning babe/love' wish, his complains and nagging, his very loud voice when his angry, his puppy face when he want something from me, his warmth, our holding hands, our Friday nights and especially his 'i love you'(s). GAHHHHH!! Oh nevermind, this is the time we both could have our space as thats want he also wants. But still im gonna miss him badly, very bad. Im gonna spend time with him to the fullest before he go to Taiwan. ok i am not going to talk about him now, there i told you there are so many thing i have to say about him and it will never end! oh i just remember something. HES NOT HERE IN SINGAPORE FOR OUR 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY WHICH FALLS ON THE 9th OF MAY *SOB* =[SADDENING MUCH!

Can i end now? 
ok bye.

Blissfully Attached

I, Nur Ferrahin Bte Baharudin aka Fea Shines blissfully and officially attached to Muhammad Ridhwan Bin Maznin aka Reed Ridhwan. 

I'm sorry.
If you can't lead them, you can't lead my family,
i don't want a follower, cuz i don't want my children
to follow our foot steps. 

SENTOSA WITH GIRLFRIENDS!

HELLO bloggies!  i know i'm outdated but oh well its my blog anyway, i blog whenever i want! I had a blast with my girlfriends on last Friday, we went to Sentosa celebrate my belated birthday there. Was the best day ever, best birthday ever i tell you! We're really planless actually, i suppose to meet my gfs at 9am at Vivo city, but den i gt out from my house at 9am! i know, im always late. Reach there, had our breakfast at Macdonald, and we went window shoppong, oh you know 'Us GIRLS we are so magical' AHAHA! sorry katy perry song plak! 

around 12pm i think, then we're off to Sentosa Island! WOOOOOO!!! so thats the first time we used Ez Link card to sentosa! LOL and i think thats the first time too my girlfriends went to the new resort at Sentosa. The place is equal to beautiful, i feel like am not in Singapore. We explore the whole place til we realised that we walked one round. Finally we reached Imbiah Lookout, took loads of pictures there, i really wanna go to that tall Tiger Sky Tower, and my lovely gfs blanja me! wooooooooo baik pe! So we took the Sky Tower! omg!!!!! Syiok la!!!!  and den we walked down to Siloso beach and bought tickets for Luge and Skyride! WAH SIA ! Shikin was really scared went we're up, was the best feeling ever i feel like im flying.. hahah! Luge was the best of the best la.. i wanna ride it again and again bt too bad we only ride it once. 

We really had fun on that day! Hot guys everywhere. XD oh Reed's gonna kill me.  The sun is killing me, i know i shine but till i cant beat the sun in the end, so we bought towel and soap and we took our bath at Palawan Beach by the time we're done, its raining -_-' baik uh. the weather cheat our feelings. Den we took our ride back to Vivo City, since my gfs just got their pay they when to Mphosis to shop, since there's sales at Mphosis. JEALOUS JEALOUS! i wanna buy shoes there! =(  never mind maybe next time. Once they're done we're off our separate ways.

7 pm meet my knight and his horse at Habourfront, thot we're going to some places, then he too are planless -_-' So we went back to Vivo City. No, I went back to Vivo City! HAHHAHAH! God. We're broke like totally. Thot of going the arcade but we only have 30 bucks left! 10 bucks for gas, other 20bucks for what sia! so we both slack at the roof top with Faruq and  his lovely Kat, Reed drew me a tattoo at my leg. hahaha! Using my freaking marker! den he drew a fire and stick man and faruq's name and kat's on faruq's hand. He anyhow la.. hahha! We're so bored and he took my Mp3 and we lie down and sang together, sang Hanging By A Thread, his previous band to be exact. My favorite song, For Old Time Sake. XD love that song la! I miss HBAT already =[ So bored and we finally bought ticket and watch Wolfman at 12midnite. hahah! XD The movie is good, stupid rating said that the movie is bad, stupid people dont understand their kind of English i think! Good movie. You need to understand what the hell they are trying to say then you'll agree with me. After the movie, he sent me home. i close my eyes while he's riding. HAHAH! alamak. HE WILL KILL ME!. ok bye