Update

Well, I've been very busy with life lately that is why i don't have the time to update my blog, I am really sorry about that. I actually don't really know how to start, well, ill just start off with work. Work is okay okay. Just that some shit happen which i do not want to mention about it as im "SCARED" the next person who wants me to get fucked, will print this up. So, ill just say that work is okay but really tiring as i am working 12 hours shift. Sometimes, I really don't have time for myself, by the time i got home its already 9plus, after im done with washing up and dinner ill surely fall asleep after that. Believe it or not, since i start working i could barely watch the television. I don't really know what was happening or what's on tv. So don't bother asking me if i watch this show or whatsoever okay! XD

As for family i can't really say much as my parents are going thru a very hard times and i don't really wish to say it in details as i haven't really talk to my dad since last year i guess. I wish all this could end soon. I admit i miss talking and joking around with dad.

Boyfriend, he means the world to me. He's everything. I can't really write a list about him as i don't think i have enough papers to write on. He's the best, he's my only family. He never fail to put a smile on my face with his silly story or question and his cute blur face when i ask him question or tell him something. Ok this make me misses him. Tsk. Well im gonna miss him soon as he's going to Taiwan next month, end of the month that is on 30th April to be exact. God damnit im working lucky he have to be there at 11pm! Cuz i end work at 8pm. I swear I'm gonna cry on that day. Im gonna miss our your-voice-before-i-sleep conversation every night, his smells, his armpits, his hugs and kisses, our DWUW(ok only the both of us know whats that), his stare when im not looking at him, his bite, his 'morning babe/love' wish, his complains and nagging, his very loud voice when his angry, his puppy face when he want something from me, his warmth, our holding hands, our Friday nights and especially his 'i love you'(s). GAHHHHH!! Oh nevermind, this is the time we both could have our space as thats want he also wants. But still im gonna miss him badly, very bad. Im gonna spend time with him to the fullest before he go to Taiwan. ok i am not going to talk about him now, there i told you there are so many thing i have to say about him and it will never end! oh i just remember something. HES NOT HERE IN SINGAPORE FOR OUR 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY WHICH FALLS ON THE 9th OF MAY *SOB* =[SADDENING MUCH!

Can i end now? 
ok bye.