Am freaking 20!

Hey Guys~! Guess what?! I turn 20 today! woooo!!! Im a woman now! Not a girl anymore.. so cannot anyhow shout 'ey girl' must shout 'Ey Woman!'  HAHAHAH! You guys might be wondering what im doing today right?

Well.. In the morning i bathe and get ready to WORK! pathetic? i know but oh well.. i dont mind plus i dont really have plans on my birthday anyways. And i heard that bf cant go out, from his camp btw cuz of some exercise. So i decide to go home straight after work and i had Alot of wishes from work and msges and fb! woooooooo! heheh! Thank you so much you guys for the thots =] really appreciate it.. i only wish i cud hug you guys right after you guys wish me! hahah Nothing much happen at work just usually busy day.

Finish work i go home straight, and suddenly someone called while was reading Breaking Dawn at CCK LRT. Love called! He asked me where am i? and he sound like he's rushing for something, den i told him im at CCK waiting for the LRT. He asked if i wanna meet him cuz he can go out from camp! i was so happy til butterfly flies in my stomach and i swear i could feel it and i feel like all those butterflies could just came out from my mouth or something. And of coz i said yes. Love asked me to wait him at his void deck.  When he arrived, he called his mum and said that hes gonna put his stuff at home and im also with him so yea, we went up to his house.

Once reach his house, omg 1st i feel like crying actually cuz its been a few months already i didnt see his family. They welcome me with open arms, and they dont know it was my birthday til Love told his mum that today is my birthday! and his mum and eldest sister wishes me. And the best birthday ever is i get a kiss on both cheeks from his mum and i get to see his grandma, cuz his grandma is my bestest friend ever. The person i could talk to and tell all my family prob with. i swear i love his family so much.. i feel like im part of the family already and his grandma look so happy when she saw me just now. her smiles just make me so happy you know, was smiling all the way while chatting with her, she was on her bed watching the tv, maybe she was resting before i came there. =] she just make me smile from her lil smile. yes thats the best gift ever. 

When Love's done, we headed to Sinaran at Teck Whye, thot of buying Wanton Noodles since i really really want it,  but den the wanton noodle shop was close. OH HATI KU PECAH! HAHAHAH! den we ate hor fan.. Chit chat and stuff and den he have to send me home cuz he have to go back to his camp. its a very fast. but still im so happy today. just so happy.. oh my sweet lil bro Hahan bought me sushi.. he said that, thats the least that he can nuy for me.. i was like awww... han.. i love you.. hehe! XD 

Thank you again for all the wishes you guys.. i really really really appreciate it so much! =] you know i love every single one of you. But of coz i love LOVE more. hehe! XD thanks tauuu!! MUACKZ! 

much love,
Fea Shines =]

3 DAYS OF VALENTINE'S DAY!

Lets make it short, this 3 days is the most special day ever, so i don't wanna tell almost everything. hehe! 1st we went to Plaza Singapura, Reed bought me a leopard plushie! YAY i always want a plush toy from Build A Bear! Finally i got it! Thank you love! Den we when for our lunch at Burger King and bowl at Marina, with Faruq and Kat by the way. After that they have to leave. So me and Reed play L4D at Parklane while waiting for our movie to start! We watch Valentine's day. Funny movie i tell you! Must watch!

Day 2, Saturday, I had a Dinner and Dance at Orchid Country Club, the games are great the food are nice too, but then i cant really enjoy my food thanks to the games. Den Reed fetch me, we when to Clarke Quay meet the dirtheads, and den off home.

Day 3, Double date at Sentosa, just like old times.. ahah! me Reed Yan and Qis sayang.. We when to sentosa, swim,eat, talk,camwhore! hahah! Great n Relaxing day.. very tired tho. cuz i when our 3 days straight! hahah! Very memorable 3 days. Love it! Thanks Reed, Qis and Yan =] 

im in love with this song!

Lady Gaga Speechless Lyrics

I can’t belive what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh 

Dinner and Dance

Dinner was okay cuz i cant really enjoy the food there, Thanks to the game!
I cant concentrate eating okay! and im still hungry after that!
Dance was Wow or Boomz! hahaha! eventho the songs are all outdated.
I did enjoyed it.. Really.. haha! and thats the day most of the guys saw me like really really dress up! if not, me and my t shirt and jeans! hahahah! XD The heels kills but i look FABULOUS I TELL U! XD ok da ferra please! oh yes.. my hero fetch me, life saver! cuz i swear im hungry that night! we meet his friends den when to Macdonald had our supper there. Well this is the 2nd day of vday.. ill tell you again abt my vday after Reed upload all our pics okay. so yes.. to be continue!

Katy Gaga And Lady Perry

Here's my ultimate favorite artist!
Lady Gaga and Katy Perry!
Both of them are weird but their songs are nice!
Love em loads! They are the coolest people!
Weird outfits! Got the X factor, you know what i mean!
Very daring people! wooo! my idol! and will always be!

Wed Nes Day

Well today is Wednesday, talk about Wednesday,
my colleague,Vani who I'm quite close with called me Wednesday.
She said that am as weird as Wednesday in the Addams Family show. -_-'
Plus she will get confused if she call me Ferra, cuz in my workplace theres alot of familiar name like,
Fara,Sarah and all that, so she decided to call me Wednesday instead. HAHHA! ok i shouldnt have post this cuz i swear its random.

Well I'm gonna be quite busy this month. 
Advanced valentine's day with Reed this coming Friday,
company Dinner and Dance this Sat,
triple date with Qis and Mai this Sunday,
working half day next Monday and start work as per normal by tuesday.
and the rest i don't know yet. Not confirm. Oh Oh! belated birthday with my ite girlfriends on the 26th February! Yayness! I miss them a lot!

Busy busy busy!
Til i've made a schedule for myself! hahah!
semangat?! yes i am. Oh theres alot of plans coming and i still dont know what to wear.
This is madness! Im gonna treasure hunt my closet later!

Am bored today, i dont know what to do,
i wanna go out, but im scared if ill overspent my money,
i wanna sleep, but confirm my head will hurt if i sleep too much,
i wanna read, but surely i will fall asleep after that,
i want an online movie marathon, but im sure later my lil bro will conquer the computer from himself til late.
Im so planless right now, to do-less, less less less uhh.. 

:/

ok bye!

I think i think too much... am i?

Why me?
Why her?
Why them?
Well i was wondering what are you trying to do?
Why is this thing happening?
Who are you proving this to?
What do you really want from me?
Why are you still sticking with me?
Whats the rush?
What are you trying to do?
Why many of them involving when the one and only person was just right in front of you?

There are so many question i wanna ask you.
But i don't think you could answer it tho.
Oh well.

Sometimes its bad to just follow the flow neither make plans.
Theres always bumpy road along the way. Just get ready for it.

and why in the world i'm saying all this anyway?
I guess i really DOES think too much. HAHA! =]

CUTE RITE?!

I ask Dean to send me this pic. This is his msn dp! CUTE! i noe!

Well i suppose to meet twinnie at 5pm later.. its already 4pm!
Im always late. urgh. i need to change! hahah!
Today is equal to heels day! yay!
Cant wait to me her.
Ok done!
Bye!

New

Well im starting a new blog because ive decided to delete the old one.
Thats the past, past hurt, and i know there will be more to come in the future.
So yeah, lets see how the new year treat me =] 

Sorry as i dont really know what to post about today coz there's nothing special about today,
just a normal tired working monday blues. Can't believe i just wasted your time by reading 
this silly post of mine. oh well! 

ive gtg! After dinner my bed will 'drag' me to it. 
Good Night Bloggies!